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AN INTERVIEW WITH MYRON HELFGOTT
Part I
Mary Flinn:
This is Mary Flinn sitting in the Blackbird office in Richmond,
Virginia, with sculptor Myron Helfgott, whose work appears in the current
Gallery section.
Having watched your work over many years, I'm fascinated
as to when you decided to try to put sound into it, and what sort of came
to your mind to do that.
Myron Helfgott:
Well, it does have quite the history, the first being, of course, that
being a static artist, as we were called in those days, one's jealous
about writers and movie makers and film makers having this aspect of time,
so I always wanted to put time in there, of course didn't know how. You
know, it's never one thing that happens, it's always a lot of things that
come together over a long period of time, and the light goes on, and you
move in a particular direction. So at one point, I did get involved, interested
in, literature, literature having time from beginning to end. There's
a compromise one has to make . . .
MF: Time or duration
or both?
MH: Well, time,
you read it over a period of time, so I'm thinking about this thing as
not revealed, I don't want the sculpture to be revealed instantaneously,
but I have mixed emotions about this. I mean, the power of the whole,
the gestalt, when you see something that has that terrific thing that
beats you over the head is wonderful. So, I'm going to lose that and gain
something else, so it was all problematic. So these things, ideas are
going through my head. I read an awful book one time and it was John Barth's
Sabbatical, and in the book he had a piece of fiction. Can we say
junk fiction? Is that okay?
MF: You can call
it anything you want to.
MH: It was awful.
But he had an interesting thing. He had footnotes in it, and the footnotes
were, as far as I could tell, authentic. They were real things. So I thought,
well, What would it look like if I did a piece of sculpture that had footnotes
in it? So then I attempted to do this, did it a few times, and that was
kind of interesting, and then, so it was sitting there.
When Marcel Duchamp died and he left the Étant
Donnés to the Philadelphia Museum and they installed it and
I went to see it, it just knocked me out. And one of the things that knocked
me out was the waterfall, the little, tiny waterfall in the upper right-hand
side. I loved it. So when I got home I wanted to build one for myself.
You know, if you love something you want to either imitate it or eat it,
so I wanted to make one just for myself, my own little waterfall. At that
time, a friend of mine owned a bar, and so I asked him, Do you have any
old Miller signs that I could have and use? And he said, No, they're very
hard to get, you can't get them. So I made an attempt to make one, and
it was awful, and then I made the second attempt and it was awful, and
then I put that aside, and about six months later I said, I'm going to
make the waterfall, I'm not going to do anything else until I make the
waterfall. And I tried numerous ways of making the waterfall, and I eventually
made the waterfall. A number of years later a book came out of Duchamp's
notes and photographs he left to have the piece put together again, and
there's a photo of the rear side of the Étant Donnés,
and there was his projection of the waterfall, and I had done it exactly
the same way he had done it, which was kind of amazing. So I had done
that, and so now all of a sudden these things are moving, it's moving
beams of light projected on the back of this plastic thing.
So that's the first kinetic aspect that came into
the work. And then there were slide projections, and slide projections
that were motorized, and they would move back and forth and stop. Then
I was invited to have a show at the Glasgow School of Art, and I had a
very large wall, about sixty-some-odd feet long. And my first thought
was to make this enormous drawing, bits and pieces of paper tacked up
onto this wall, and I started doing that. And it got too chaotic, and
I had to somehow organize it. So in organizing it what I did was I used
the structure of a book, and it's calledno, a film, ratherit's
called A Film in Three Chapters and Epilogue, which had four distinct
parts, and each part had some kinetic aspect to it, where there were some
motors driving pencils making drawings on existing drawings. And they
had what was very much like didactic labels, except that these labels
were part of a story, and I actually was telling a story about this fellow.
And then we had Chapter One, then Chapter Two goes into landscape, Chapter
Three, that's the erotic chapter, and then Four is the Epilogue, we wrap
it all up. And so that was pretty nice. But each station also had an audio
component. And the first thing I did, the very, very first audio piece
I did, was I was going to ask the viewer psychological questions while
they were standing in front of the work looking at it, thinking these
are the kind of things that really determine how one perceives the work.
And some of them were funny, some of them were serious, and I would say
that I really enjoyed that. So I went into Chapter Two, Three, and Four,
and that got me going. The most difficult thing with the audio, of course,
is audio editing, which is astounding, you know, to be able to do it.
So I'm just scratching the surface. And I have this thing coming up where
I have a questionnaire with answers, and I have to edit 120 answers, each
one in its own separate little file, plus my thirty questions, and I have
to move them aroundfour different people answeringmove them
around and edit, make it appear as if it's happening at all at one time.
I've not done that yet. But that's how the audio got into it.
MF: I know you
have engaged some friends to write pieces for you, you've written pieces
for it, you've appropriated other work. How do you sort of choose that?
What sort of . . . serendipity is what you're looking for? How much are
you actually planning?
MH: I'm glad you
mention planning, because planning . . . I do plan a lot. I plan, I read,
I think, I make notes, I have notebooks full of notes, and then, of course,
you get into the studio and you forget everything that you ever planned,
what you're thinking about. It's like theory. Theory is wonderful to read,
and it's part of the artist's makeup, but when you get in the studio you
don't think about theory, you just go to work. There is something I try
to do, is not have any piece similar to the previous piece when it comes
to the audio. So when I asked the psychological questions . . . I've not
done that again. I've worked with a poet, and I've given him instructions
as to what I would like to see happen in terms of time within this writing.
Terry Hummer came up with this extraordinary event that was just perfect,
but there were a lot of aborted attempts. I tried to work with Terry again,
and we both agreed that this thing wasn't going anywhere, so we deep-sixed
that. I've worked with somebody else that has come in, Dick Carlyon who
has come in, and I've shown him the work and asked him to do a modernist
descriptive analysis of the work, and he has done that, and we've recorded
it. Other things I write that are fictitious, other things I get off the
net. And the latest one which isI don't even know how to describe
this onebut it's reporting. It's a couple I happened to meet on
the airplane going from Detroit to Miami, and I was able to take some
photographs of them, and then I have about a seven-and-a-half minute description
of our flight and the photos that go along with it. But this is the thing
that I found most intriguing, the idea that it's nonfiction, that I'm
telling things exactly as I recall them, and I wrote this text the day
I met them. And this intrigued me, and I want to do more of that, where
I just deal with something, and I have some visuals plus write about it.
MF: I'm thinking
particularly of one of the pieces, your two German friends.
MH: Oh, yes.
MF: How did that
piece come about?
MH: This German
couple live just outside of Cologne, Ingo, a novelist, Annette, a painter.
Ingo and I at least used to email each other quite a bit, I haven't
heard from Ingo in quite a while now, but he's very angry with the U.S.
and their foreign policy. In one email he told a story about his father's
seventieth birthday, and I happened to be going to visit them, and I wanted
to record his recollection. On the way over there I realized that I have
a photo of Ingo and Annette together, and I wanted Annette to say something
also. So I got there, we recorded Ingo, and I said, "Annette, I'm
going to email you some text and if you could record it it would be great,
and send it to me." Fine. So what I thought about doing was havingas
I've done in many other works before, which is something that interests
me quite a bitis the idea of the criticism of the work is endemic
in the work, as many wonderful writers have done. So I wrote a criticism
of the work that we're looking at, and all my fears about the work, and
I wrote it as text for Annette to be saying. So in the audio portion of
it, one speaker will be on one side of the work with Ingo's story, Annette's
will be on the other side of the work with her criticism. So I emailed
her the text and a week later I get a reply saying she wouldn't have these
stupid things coming out of her mouth, and then she refused to do it,
and then a week later I get a letter from Ingo, and he's criticizing me
using the same language I was criticizing myself, but they felt that I
was using them as I was saying in my criticism to them. Nonetheless, I've
got a woman in Richmond who is a German speaker and who has a nice German
accent to read Annette's part, so I've got her in there. The one other
little thing that happened which was kind of interesting, those two letters,
because I'm the kind of person I am I copied the letters, I laminated
them, and they hang next to the piece.
MF: That's where
the title Literary/Criticism comes from, essentially, that you
feel that the criticism is embedded in the text that you're using.
MH: Yes. Many
years ago I got a grant from the Virginia Commission for the Arts to do
this project to have the criticism of the work endemic in the work. And
I spent a year, my work came to a screeching halt. I couldn't do it, didn't
know how to do it, and I had to forget about it. It wasn't only till recently
in the last couple of years that I found out how to do itnow with
the audio it's much easier to do. So many of the works now have the criticism
of the work within the work. Probably the biggest influence there was
Fellini's 8 1/2, where Guido hires this fellow to criticize a scenario
that he's writing for the film, and even though the criticism is perfect,
right on, the movie's still brilliant. So it was a wonderful lesson for
me.
MF: Thinking of
your work, it's always had sort of more than one layer to it, usually,
almost a commentary within a commentary, just thinking of simple collage
things, or even photographs of photographs. Is that something that's always
sort of intrigued you, to be standing in two places at the same time?
MH: Well, again,
there's so much of these ideas come from literature. I've found the ideas
about . . . although I'm not interested so much in Modernism . . . but
still structure in literature fascinates me.
MF: A lot of the
writers I know you read are the High Modern, High European Modernists,
I guess you would call them, rather than this . . . who are edging toward
the Postmodern period but are not necessarily purely Postmodern.
MH: Exactly right.
So within the work they are going to carry on other discussions, sometimes
about the work itself. A wonderful American writer of, The Facts
by Philip Roth, who in The Facts, Philip Roth has his first two-thirds
of the book is this autobiographical thing, and the last third of the
book is Zuckerman telling him how full of crap he is, and how he's lying
and misleading and so and so, it's a criticism of what's going on in the
first half. You know you find it in a lot of the Eastern Europeans, and
also comments about the book itself. This wonderful book, Bitov, Andrei
Bitov in Pushkin House, where just the nature of the novelat
one point the hero dies, and Andrei Bitov starts talking to you and saying,
saying, Look, you can take care of yourself and I can take care of myself,
but who's going to take care of the poor character in a novel? It's really
the author's responsibility, and I feel so badly, what I've done to this
poor boy. So the next scene, of course, the hero's alive again. And then
at another point in the book, Andrei Bitov meets the hero and he says,
I was amazed that he was a blond, I never thought he was a blond. And
it's just this discussion of the book in the book, it keeps you at arms
length from this reminding you that you're reading a fiction here, a story,
a fabrication. I don't try to do that exactly, but still have that distance
and talk about the work in the body of the work. Show other things in
the body of the work. Nabokov has in The Gift the biography of
the admiral, I think, inside it, so it's an autonomous object within the
body of the book. Mishima does it. Art Spiegelman does it. Any number
of other people do the same sort of thing. These are the things I attempt
to do in the sculpture.
MF: I'm remembering,
too, you alsoand thinking of some of the pieces in Literary/Criticismyou
sort of burgle your own visage and life to use bits of them too, and over
time you've done a lot of odd kinds of self-portraiture.
MH: One of the
reasons that Ingo and Annette got angry with me is that when I'm using
their pictures they think that everything ought to be nonfiction. And
I try to tell them no, and all these works are a mélange of fiction
and nonfiction all wrapped up and becoming something hybrid of these two
things, and they couldn't reallyI mean they're very bright people,
but either they didn't agree with it, or they didn't get it, or they thought
it was inappropriate. But, so much of the things I do, I don't want to
tell the truth. Truth is, truth is too boring. You want to take and expand
the truth and make the truth even more true by adding other things to
it.
MF: So how are
you going to do that with the straight reporting? Though memory is very
fishy.
MH: I don't know.
Because I've only done this one thing. The other thing too is, Mary, as
much as one plans and one says, that's not the way it ends up. It's like,
can you imagine some prize fighter who, he's been training, and he's been
thinking, and he's kind of doping out the fight, and then he goes into
the ring and he thinks about what he's going to do? I mean, he's gone
immediately.
MF: And the other
guy has an upper-cut when it wasn't scripted.
MH: Right.
But so what happens is you make all these plans, but what actually happens
when you get there to actually do it, something else takes over, you don't
even think about it. So whether this straight reporting is going to be
reporting, or it's going to be one of those objects in the cabinet of
curiosities that you say, My, I wonder, is that really real? We don't
know, we don't know. I don't know, either. So we'll see what happens.
Part II
MF:
This is Mary Flinn sitting in the Blackbird office in Richmond,
Virginia, with sculptor Myron Helfgott, whose work appears in the current
Gallery section.
It has always interested
me the things that you put into your hopper, like Nabokov's work. What
artists besides the novelists that you were mentioning, what artists .
. . and you might comment a little bit about your fondness for Duchamps.
MH: I was talking
to a good friend, Richard, again, Carlyon, and both of us, he's a Modernist
and I am not anti-Modernist, but aI don't trust it so much, Modernism,
any more. So we come to art from very different directions, and we both
think that Marcel Duchamps is the most important artist of the twentieth
century, either of us without question. There's so much of the vocabulary
that he's suggestedhe doesn't tell you anything. He's unbelievable
as a reporter, he doesn't tell you much about what he's thinking, what
he's doing. He's a great planner inasmuch as he planned to have all his
work in a museum, and there they are in the museum, and they're still
vital because we don't know about them. But he obviously is somebody because
he's so unique, you can't mimic what he's done, but all you do is carry
that spirit around, that vital spirit. I'm reading about Duchamps, and
I find that my mind is just rolling, I'm very active. He generates a lot
of ideas for me.
MF: He does seem
to be very open ended in comparison to somebody like Picasso.
MH: Oh, yeah,
yeah. Picasso, you know Picasso. . . . When David Smith died and there
was one whole issue of one of the art magazines given over to David Smith
and all of his friends wrote about him and one thing they agreed upon
about David Smith is that he wasn't a very good sculptor. But the only
reason he made good sculpture is because he made so many of them. He made
an enormous amount of sculptures. And I think Picasso did a lot of bad
paintings, I think maybe Guernica might be one of the bad paintings, but
he did some brilliant things, and he was very smart in how he presented
these things. But Picasso, he doesn't hold the fascination for me, Cubism
doesn't hold the fascination for me that other people do, I mean, El Greco,
I have an infinite amount of interest in, fascination by his works. Cézanne,
I'm totally fascinated by his paintings. I was fortunate to be in Paris
when the largest Cézanne retrospective show there ever was, was.
And they had a transit strike, so nobody could get to the show. And I
was in walking distance, and I walked there, and here the place is empty,
I'm looking at this enormous Cézanne show by myself. So I was able
to stand in front of all these paintings by myself and just look, stand
there and look, uninterrupted and not worry about the ambiance and crowd.
I finished that visit and realized that every painting there, that if
you looked at it long enough there's something that's going to shock you
about the painting.
MF: I was thinking
that both of those artists and Duchamps all have a fairly edgy relationship
with reality, and that it's very shifty in that sense.
MH: Some of the
El Greco paintings, after 1600, they are just amazing. I still can't come
to grips with them. I was sitting at the National Collection a couple
of years ago, and there's a painting there that I'd seen many, many, many
times. I was sitting there looking at it, and I couldn't believe what
I saw. He had this little part of it where it was just a little event,
a little shocking event. And so I keep discovering these things in these
paintings. Picasso, not so much. I don't want to be a heretic about it,
but he doesn't hold the fascination for me that some of these other people
do.
It's amazing I'm not talking about much sculptors,
isn't it.
MF: That doesn't
surprise me, having observed your work, but are there sculptors who also
fit in there, or did you come into sculpture through architecture rather
than through sculpture ?
MH: Yes, through
architecture. I didn't know anything about art when I got into art. This
was quite accidental. I got into architecture accidentally, too, and actually
loved it. But the only reason we're calling the things I do now sculpture
is because I say they are. Aside from that, I don't think anybody else
would call them sculpture. I'm not sure what they would call them. There
are a lot of people that interest me for very different reasons. I look
at Martin Puryear's work and they're elegant, they're just exquisitely
made. For me they're these wonderful archetypal images that he makes.
There's Tony Cragg, many of these things he does I find fascinating, other
things less fascinating. Yeah, there are some people out there that I
really enjoy.
MF: But thinking
back to thirty years ago, thinking of other work you've made, the things
that you sort of . . . real objects that you made out of lead, little
sort of stage sets, almost, were there sculptors that you were looking
at along through that period that interested you or influenced you?
MH: One of the
biggest shifts is my increasing disinterest in the aestheticized object.
I just don't care about it any more. I go to the museums and look at these
things and I'm less and less and less interested in them. So as much as
I attempt to take some of these issues out of my work, it's impossible
to remove it all, but that's the difference, I just don't care about some
of those things. I don't want to spend the time to think about, Should
I put this here or should I put it over here? I don't care. Should it
be a red one or should it be a green one? I don't care. I don't care.
MF: In that sense
I guess Duchamps continues to speak to you there, because the aestheticized
objects frequently disappeared from his work, too.
MH: He was amazing,
though. One thing you don't hear too much when we talk about Duchamps
is the craftsmanship; these things were so spectacular, so immaculately
done. And they're so good, they're hidden, because you don't even notice
the craftsmanship. And things he couldn't do himself, he hired other people
to do, to build for him, the little urinals, these miniature urinals in
The Box in a Valise, he hired somebody else to do. In maybe the
last painting he ever did, there was a hand in it, and he hired a sign
painter to paint the hand in this painting because he wanted it perfect
like a sign painter's hand. But everything is perfect, everything is just
perfect. In fact a friend of mine was over yesterday looking at my work,
and she said, "Have you thought about making these things look cleaner?"
because now I just glue a bunch of pieces of paper together, actually
I posterized a large photograph, so there's a grid pattern that's set
up because of the pieces I glued together. I said, Yeah, I've thought
about it but it's going to be too nice and I want the work to be a little
rustic and get in your way as you're trying to look. You can't look through
it; you have to look at it also. Is that a contradiction?
MF: No, maybe,
but so what? That contradiction in your work would not surprise me, because
some of it always strikes me as saying on this hand and on the other hand,
that there's a conversation sometimes that goes on in it in that way.
MH: Well, I hope
so because a) I don't actually know what I want to do. And one makes the
work to find out what one wants to do. And then more often than not hopefully
that there's an internal conflict that you work at resolving and if you
resolve, probably the work, then, is not very good. So when you finish
the work, if this internal conflict remains, then you probably have something
that's going to be fairly vital within the work itself. So the conflictthe
conceptual conflicts, or pictorial conflicts, whatever they are that are
going on thereI think, give the work its life. So one hopes that
I don't find the answer.
MF: Thinking a
little bit about what you were saying and Donald Kuspit, who was here
lecturing last week, and we'll be lucky enough to have that lecture, I
think, in the May Blackbird, was talking about a quote he brought
from William Gass about the "permanent avant garde," which was
one of those little intriguing things, who was in it, and it usually is
something akin to what you were saying about that surprises or shocks
you or that remains open ended.
MH: Yeah, remains
open. Well, of course, Duchamps is always that way, it's never closed
and nobody can ever close it. I can't think of any of his work that has
beenexcept maybe things like Nude Descending a Staircase,
those early paintings that he was doing. But beyond that you get, you
get into about 1912 and everything after that is, you throw up your hands,
you have no idea what this is about. [I'm] just fascinated by it, and
people have written these wonderful treatises on The Large Glass
and Étant Donnés, and it still doesn't answer the
questions.
MF: Do places
mean a great deal to you in terms of how you work? I know you spend a
lot of time in Paris.
MH: The French
aren't really part of the avant garde. I'm not interested so much in what
the French are doing. The Germans, of course, are doing spectacular things,
and some of the Italians are doing wonderful things. Germans are doing
terrific. Some of the Russians are doing wonderful things. I don't go
there [Paris} because of the art. I go there because I can actually go
there cheaply. I do love the wine and the food, and Paris is such a small
town that you can actually walk around in this town. And I love taking
pictures there because pictures are so wonderful, not because of the art.
MF: Who is doing
work right now that interests you, that you've looked at lately around
here or in D.C. or New York? Anybody who's caught your eye or you sort
of keep track of?
MH: D.C. I don't
think has a terrific art scene, I have to say. I think one of the new
galleries in D.C. that is really trying to do something is the Fusebox,
and I really enjoy what they're doing. It's a style that's slightly hipper
than I am. I have to say I'm an old guy, of course, and I have expectations
when I go to look at paintings and sculptures, and that expectation is
that it's going to want to invite me back again. And too much of the art
I see, I'm not invited back again. I've seen it, there's no reason to
revisit it again, and I'm off to see something else. And people have .
. . I think the expectations have changed, the fame for fifteen minutes
is way too long. Now you've got, for less than a minute you can
have somebody's attention, and you're off to something else. Recently,
I saw a show, a now-deceased artist, Paul Teck, and it was, it just knocked
me out. I'd forgotten how much I loved his drawings and paintings. In
Richmond, of course, my colleaguesI'm not saying this only because
it's politically correct to say itbut I have to say that my colleagues
are, there are some wonderful painters and sculptors in Richmond, that
I love their work. I don't see why they're not more famous than they are.
Can I go to these other cities? It's always amazing,
you go to New York, and there are some wonderful things. You go to McKee
Gallery, where they have Martin Puryear and they've got a number of other
wonderful people in that gallery. You go to some other galleries, and
there's some wonderful things, but the great bulk of it is thin. It's
just way too thin. It's not that I see it and I don't get it, the problem
is I see and get it way too easily, and I look at my colleagues' work
and I go, boy, oh boy!
MF: Who have you
been reading lately?
MH: I'm reading
some nonfiction. Richard and I were just talking about this book called
Formless, it's a series of essays by Yve-Alain Bois and Rosalind
Krauss about a show they put together, and it was influenced by Bataille
and one of the things he had done. And I'm interested in it because formlesshaving
to do without an apparent structurethese things are structureless,
and you think of, maybe, Pollack paintings, they think of that as formless.
But this whole book is about formlessness, which, as I said before, I'm
trying to get way from so much of the things of placement, that I found
it fascinating.
Nothing, no fiction that I've really been knocked
out by lately. I've tried a number of things, but nothing. Again, the
eastern Europeans have been wonderful. Ivan Klima and Love and Garbage
was a wonderful book, him just reminiscing about some things and talking.
And I love it when the hero in first person, the "I," and he
begins to talk about things beyond the novel, just whatever, just [the]
nature of things. I find it really intriguing.
MF: Sebald certainly
does . . .
MH: Oh, yeah,
of course, of course, The Emigrants and the Rings of Saturn,
yeah, those were fascinating. Another one was very influential for me
because there's essentially no beginning and no end. I mean, you have
this thing that is a flat line, nothing exciting happens and you just
kind of move through the scene, he takes his walk and visits places and
then he stops. It was wonderful, just a knockout. Yeah, I loved it. Those
are the two favorites. The other ones, I didn't enjoy them quite as much
those two, they're the very best.
Oh yeah, yeah, Naguib Mahfouz, I haven't read him
for a while. But one of the things that intrigued me, some of the issues
I use with my students, in the introduction to The Cairo Trilogy,
he said that before he ever started writing the books he developed a dossier
on all the characters in the book, this family which goes through, lives
in Cairo from about the turn of the century to about 1950, as I think
he writes about this family. And so he knew the people very well, and
so when incidents happened in the book, that he knew how they all were
going to react. So my students now think about doing figures, I say, Well,
who are they? What are they thinking? What are they doing right now? As
opposed to making some anonymous figure that has a head and a couple of
arms and a couple of legs, they actually, they're right in the middle
of something very specific, and it allows them to look at the figure more
closely. And it seems to pay off.
MF: Does music
play any role for you?
MH: I would like
to say yes, but I don't think so, although I borrow pieces from composer
friends of mine and use in my audio, which I've just done recently. Although
my friend doesn't know it, I stretched out the six-and-a-half minute piece
to seven minutes, fifty seconds. So it's a little slower than he had anticipated
it to be. No, it doesn't. It affects me, but it doesn't influence my work
in any way, no. Mostly literature.
MF: You have a
new show and new work coming up here shortly.
MH: Yes, at the
Anderson Gallery, two floors, a little scary to fill up the two floors
of the Anderson Gallery. But I have one piece, the one I said is sixty
feet long, we may put that in. Then I have another piece that's, all the
visuals are done, all the writing is done, but I haven't recorded it yet,
that's thirty-eight feet long, so between the two of them we can put a
big dent in the gallery.
MF: So this will
sort of follow logically the work that's in Literary/Criticism
along with the recordings and things like that.
MH: Yes, and there'll
be a couple of pieces earlier, before I started doing the audio and the
kinetic thing.
MF: Is this sort
of a retrospective?
MH: It's supposed
to be and I'd like to keep the old work, as few of those as possible,
in the show.
MF: All right.
Next year, you'll be retired. What are you going to do?
MH: This year
I would be retired.
MF: Yes, I'm thinking
the next academic year. As of this summer, you'll be retired.
MH: Yes, I'll
be retired this summer. What I'm I going to do?
MF: Uh-huh.
MH: As much
as possible, of course. The only reason I'm retiring is to spend more
time in the studio.
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