KATE NORTHROP
Inside the Room
There's not much to notice: against the far wall
an old piano, and taped up beside it
a fly-specked old poster: Our Wildlife
in Pennsylvania. A few shadows
go over the floor, the dark
abstractions attached
to the geese crying overhead, those keeping
to pattern. You move further in,
and what's outside slides away
as if down the sheer face of a cliff.
Your shoes pinch. It's quiet. Then through the doorway
returning in a long
full skirt, your mother, dead eight years, not quite
as you'd remembered: a little
giddy, heavier in the arms, but somewhat
musical,
she who never sang coming forward smiling with a
broom. Are you
almost done in here? Excuse me—
so polite, then vanishing. It takes
a long time. The sky's suddenly overcast. A wind
rises against the walls
and there's the sound of thunder approaching,
a heavy rain. Still, though the storm's
torrential, it's an occurrence
in weather, something you assume happens,
meaning
it begins
and ends. So you listen there at the edge
of a great emptiness
for the arrival of silence,
the ending, the slow opening.
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