PETER KLEIN
Talk
One day you sit down to talk with the woman you love
at the table in the kitchen, the scarred one with the extra leaf
that you never need now that you live so far from
friends
and family, the table you daily bang your knee on, the only
piece of furniture you own from before you met her.
It could be after dinner with a drink or better still
on one of those brilliant fall mornings over a cup
of coffee,
the brass mornings that go on forever, that all alone are enough
to hold you here though they mean less than nothing
to her
without the people she loves. But instead of talking you think
about the farmer at the flea market who sold you
the table,
the way he stood beside his wife embarrassed, tight lipped,
imagine the thousands of mornings they rose from
that table
for the morning milking and were back out after supper,
in summer suffering the heat, in winter over a frozen
path,
even before and after the child's funeral, the wife's wind-burned
face still wet, the husband's stiff blue suit re-hung
in the closet,
barely a word passing between them except for work.
What was once water then becomes stone that no
talk or tears or surgeon's knife can begin to reach, and you
see now there is nothing left to say, so you sip
your coffee
and smoke while the moon sets and a door upstairs closes.
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