BRIAN TEARE
Lent Prayer
The way prayer is root to precarious : two
crows creep
the steeple. Not winter,
not spring. Given a chance,
a season out of season will write
bastard pastoral, elegy
full of errant splendor and spent sheets of sleet, rain all spondaic
and unrelenting. Pallid nouns look familiar
but they're dead :
after thaw, after crocuses, even tulips : new snow,
and robins
caught on a border without name, lost
to a scrim of frost, dozens
dead, each a lace of lice. The way soul has
no certain etymology, how weirdly what's rootless
goes
wrong-like, fog
erasing syntax that holds
nouns in the sentence called landscape, looks like : streetlight tree
snowdrop stray-cat tow-truck leaves sidewalk snowmelt
: except
what's visible
shifts, wind
arranging things,
the neighbor's lit window gone down the block like
a dog
off its lead.
But all the small-town lights have left
for the Susquehanna
where they lean over water and rinse long-
billed birds into shallows, cattails
that shiver
the river like quills
sunk in dark ink. If I bring
to the banks what nouns I've found,
what of it?
Clean of scene they shine
in the mind like fish flick water open, switchblade-
quick : weathervane
horse-cart milk-pail police-tape
farmhouse snowplow : if
I put them back, I'll hate the tableaus
they make : cows
crapping in crabgrass; on Market St.,
little flags flapping; or two Amish girls
pressing curd through cloth;
dirty water. It's written :
the opera house burned
in 1906. What is it goes on living
in a town like this, between penitentiary and nicotine,
the way form lives on
in both feign and fiction : arson
or accident, the plaque says this
is the original cornerstone : because
the root of error is wander,
who wouldn't want
out of a town so wrong? The current's fed under the
bridge
like fabric to a sewing needle, each light
a small satin boat
stitched slow in folds.
Who wouldn't want to go
to them,
the lights? As prayer is
route to precarious, the river trembles on its treadle.
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