KHALED MATTAWA
The Room Is Cluttered, the Suitcase Night Thunder
Seasons spilled like
the remains of a storm, swiveling
slow on their bed of seaweed and rock,
enfolding eras, spilling socks and sleeves.
Embroidered with
arrivals, blue-black days,
enigmatic, a school of glass stingrays,
dread inscribed in between the slits
of their fins, slow to
catch the sky’s about-face. It’s a cold
atmosphere without an
outside, colder than a fisherman’s psalms
or feet.
The fisherman is a glimpse caught
in an iridescent void
or in the belly of a ship writing the
same astonishments,
the wilted sheets of paper
a dream stunted by too few words.
Dear Lord, my life,
as I’ve told you before, cocooned
inside a hope scattered
like an archipelago, is muddy with waiting,
and hope that lies
in sunlight coating the wait. Open,
no wind can slam it shut,
the day an awkward breeze. You think this
a kind of bliss?
And this hour, how thick? How to
add it up? But please. Please
don’t come down to be my companion. Send
someone. Send the
thread patching the quilt, the fingers
that mend a net. And make sure—Ah the air,
how long can it possibly last?—
she knows the story, suitcase and travels,
compass shivering, slathered with sweat.
Make sure she tells it well.
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