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      KHALED MATTAWA
       The Room Is Cluttered, the Suitcase Night Thunder 
                                         Seasons spilled like  
              the   remains of a storm, swiveling  
                         slow on their bed of   seaweed and rock,  
      enfolding eras, spilling socks and sleeves.  
                                         Embroidered with  
              arrivals,   blue-black days,  
                           enigmatic, a school of glass   stingrays,  
      dread inscribed in between the slits  
                                         of their fins, slow to  
              catch the sky’s about-face. It’s a cold  
                           atmosphere without an  
      outside, colder than a fisherman’s   psalms 
                                         or feet.   
              The   fisherman is a glimpse caught  
                           in an iridescent void  
      or in the belly of a ship writing the  
                                         same astonishments,  
              the   wilted sheets of paper  
                           a dream stunted by too few   words.   
                                         Dear Lord, my life,  
                             as I’ve told you before, cocooned  
              inside a hope scattered  
      like an archipelago, is muddy with waiting,  
                                         and hope that lies  
                           in sunlight coating the wait. Open,  
              no   wind can slam it shut,   
      the day an awkward breeze. You think this  
                                         a kind of bliss?  
                           And this hour, how thick? How to  
              add   it up? But please. Please  
      don’t come down to be my companion. Send  
                                         someone. Send the  
                           thread patching the quilt, the fingers  
              that mend a net. And make sure—Ah the air,  
      how long can it possibly last?— 
                                         she   knows the story, suitcase and travels, 
              compass shivering, slathered   with sweat.  
        Make sure she tells it well.   
       
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