print previewback DAVID HUDDLE & MEIGHAN L. SHARP
from Effusive Greetings to Friends
Swallows flew into Ms. Hicks’s
summer  camp classroom Hazel Hicks knew
  herself to  be a child like other children
  as ants  know they are like other ants &
  it was so  hot that day Miss Childress 
  propped  the door open hoping for cool air
  but what  she got was two barn swallows
  swooping  into the room like little souls
  frantic to find the bodies they’d  fallen
  from Ms. Hicks thinks now that the  memory
  has her in  its spell & the children put
  their  hands over their heads & squealed
  while the  birds rocketed against the wall
  of windows  but Miss Childress sat calmly
  &  watched the creatures a little crooked
  smile on  her face which was probably what
  freed  Hazel not to be afraid as the other
  children  were but to sit still even though
  excitement  and pleasure kept ricocheting 
  through  her body & Miss Childress wanted 
  her help  & they both felt something those 
  others  couldn’t feel & when Miss Childress 
  stood up  slowly so as not to panic the birds
  even more  Hazel stood up too & moved with
  Miss  Childress toward the windows against
  which the  swallows flung themselves & flapped 
  their  pointy little wings & Miss Childress 
  raised her  hands toward one & Hazel raised
  her hands toward  the other & they kept
  moving  slowly & calmly Hazel knowing to do
  just what  her teacher was doing—She was
  only 16 then Ms. Hicks thinks now Not that
  much older than I was—Hazel was 9 & this
  was the  wildest moment of her life & yet
  she &  her teacher were moving so slowly &
  carefully  it was like a dream & Hazel was
  the first  to trap a swallow down in the 
  lower  corner of the window and catch it
  in her  hands—Yes, she did that!—then 
  Miss  Childress caught the other one & she 
  carried  hers to the table to show the other 
  children  & Hazel followed her the little 
  birds’  heads sticking up out of their cupped 
  hands the  other children put their faces 
  right up  to the birds’ heads & Hazel felt 
  that  swallow’s heart thrumming in her palms 
  & she  followed Miss Childress outside into 
  the heat  & light & they looked at each other 
  & Miss  Childress had that crooked grin on 
  her face  & Hazel felt her own face smiling 
  & they  put their cupped hands close to each
  other so  that the birds’ beaks almost touched 
  & Miss  Childress raised her eyes to the sky 
  just a  split second & whispered “On 3” & she 
  counted  & they lifted their hands & opened 
  them palms  up & Miss Childress shouted “Go!” 
  & the  swallows zoomed up & out into the light 
  &  Hazel Hicks may not have understood exactly 
  what had  happened to her in those minutes but
  —& Ms.  Hicks still feels it in her body— 
that was the instant that child became herself. 
	   Contributor’s notes: David Huddle 
    
       Contributor’s notes: Meighan L. Sharp