XXVII
I.
he should talk, he’s rolling in dough, and feels
compromised—and abandoned—he should change
places with the one in the dirty red T-shirt,
the one who asked him for four dollars to buy
a Metro card, then he could live with the fleas
and smell the river forever—maybe it’s hardness,
hardness is the word—that’s better, he thinks
than just “indifference” but he still likes “entitled,”
as W. is entitled, he sneers when he talks,
and he can’t bear opposition or disagreement
and scolds with a quivering voice; as there are skunks
in chairs who dip their tails in ink or their assholes
and spread their stink—though no one can make you cry
again for you are dry and what is the use of
going through that again; but I. can’t help
interfering for that is what he does, he
intervenes, he is insulting, he lost
jobs, he was shunned, he embarrassed his
wives, he was emotional, wasn’t G.
himself emotional? Didn’t M. make him cry?
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